Togetherness

This is really something. 

Read. 

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suami isteri yang solat bersama--

kekal bersama.

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aku baca mana entah. tapi itulah intipatinya. kuncinya adalah fillah. berkasih-sayang dan mencintai-- kerana melihat kasih-sayang dan cinta pasangan kita-- pada الله.

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kami masih bertatih. jauh dari lengkap kesempurnaan. itu aku sangat tahu. dan mungkin kerana itu jualah yang membuatkan kami erat bersatu.

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kerana siapa lagi yang mahukan kami kalau bukan kami sendiri. sesama kami.

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aku pernah ditanya apakah yang aku rasa melihatkan suami tidak linear dalam usaha aku ke arah الله. soalan itu diajukan pada aku di sebuah seminar. aku ingat lagi. yang bertanya duduk di lane kiri pentas. dia bertanya tepat ke dalam mata aku.

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hati aku sayu. aku jawab dengan mudah: kalaulah الله tak bantu aku menutup segala aib aku-- pasti tidak ditanya soalan begitu kepada aku.

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itulah hakikat dunia. orang melihat pada apa yang terlihatkan. selalu lupa betapa fitrahnya masih terlalu banyak perkara dalam dunia ini yang tersembunyi dan terkaburkan.

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itulah yang membimbangkan aku. dalam pada usaha aku hendak menjadi lebih baik, aku risau orang lupa aku manusia biasa yang masih banyak celanya. aku gusar orang lupa ada jauh lebih ramai manusia yang lebih elok-- cuma tak ternampak dek mata.

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dan kalau pun benar aku lebih mendahului suami aku dalam balapan ibadah ini-- alangkah ruginya kalau aku meninggalkan dia sedangkan aku mampu bersabar dan menunggu hari dia mendepani aku nanti2.

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kalaulah orang2 baik meninggalkan aku di zaman aku alpa dulu-- belum tentu aku adalah aku yang hari ini. masih belum cukup baik, aku tau. tapi insyaAllah everyday is still a battle to be better.

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never give up on people. never. macammana hopeless, just dont give people up. abu talib tidak peluk islam walau anak saudaranya adalah utusan الله. tapi rasulullah saw tidak pernah berhenti mencuba. sehingga ke nafas akhir dipujuk bapa saudaranya.

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apa yang penting adalah kita.

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kita kena NAK ubah diri kita DULU. dan kalau kita pun pelan2 kayuh, takkanlah kita expect orang terus miraculously sama baris dengan kita.

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tak adil, namanya.

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semua orang ada perangnya sendiri. kalau kita tak mau bantu-- kita jangan pengkes dia punya kaki.

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kita sama2, ye?

Imagine

Another beautiful piece...

Ya Allah, semoga kami menjadi penghuni syugaMu. Amin...

"Imagine...sitting with your spouse in Jannah. And then deciding what the plans would be for that day...

Should we go outside, sit on our thrones, with waterfalls of milk and honey flowing beneath us? And enjoy a cup of Jannah wine, while smelling the sweet scent of Jannah musk?

Should we go to the souq, the market place, and meet all of our old friends that we used to kick it off with in the dunya, and talk about what dunya was like, and how we all made it here, and how Allah (swt) bestowed His favor upon us?

And then your spouse says, you know what, how about we go visit the Prophet (saw) today. And so you and your spouse, go hands in hand, walking towards the house of the Prophet (saw).

You pass by the homes of Talha and Zubair (ra) and you say salaam to them. And then you go and knock on the door of the Prophet (saw) in Jannah.

And lo and behold, Rasulullah (saw) opens, with a big smile on his face, and says Ahlan wa Marhaban, Welcome, and embraces you.

And invites you to sit inside his home, in his noble living room, and sits right across from you and asks you if would like a cup of Jannah tea.

And you sit in the home of the Prophet (saw) and Rasulullah (saw) gives you a cup of tea. And he sits infront of you and gives you his undivided attention.

Imagine what that discussion would be like...what would you tell him? what would you ask him? 

Would you tell him about your favorite moment in the seerah? Or would you ask him what Taif was really like? and how he still managed to remember us, as the blood spilled from his noble face?

But in Jannah, there are no more tears and no more fears....Just the sweetness of success and sacrifices.

Imagine him (saw) telling you an inside joke between him and Aisha (ra)? Or the time he (saw) caught Anas (ra) playing with kids, instead of running errands?

What if Rasulullah (saw) told you how he remembered YOU, or how he knew YOUR name, and longed for the moment he would meet YOU?

What if Rasulullah (saw) told you, that I remember when your salam reached me, and I answered Walaykumusalam so and so.

What if, at the end of that conversation, the Prophet (saw) extended his hand and offered you a sip of water, after which again you would never feel thirst, not physically nor spiritually....

For the only sight more noble and beautiful than the face of Muhammad (saw),  is the face of the Lord of Muhammad (saw), and the Lord of you.

And for that, all you have to do is look up...and you will see Allah (swt)...

Because in Al Firdos, you will never be left to imagine again....

(Imam Omar Suleman)

Choose

A beautiful article written by Byran Reeves. 

For the things we took for granted in a relationship. I hope this article help those in need...

I spent 5 years hurting a good woman by staying with her but never fully choosing her.

I did want to be with this one. I really wanted to choose her. She was an exquisite woman, brilliant and funny and sexy and sensual. She could make my whole body laugh with her quick, dark wit and short-circuit my brain with her exotic beauty. Waking up every morning with her snuggled in my arms was my happy place. I loved her wildly.

Unfortunately, as happens with many young couples, our ignorance of how to do love well quickly created stressful challenges in our relationship. Before long, once my early morning blissful reverie gave way to the strained, immature ways of our everyday life together, I would often wonder if there was another woman out there who was easier to love, and who could love me better.

As the months passed and that thought reverberated more and more through my head, I chose her less and less. Every day, for five years, I chose her a little less.

I stayed with her. I just stopped choosing her. We both suffered.

Choosing her would have meant focusing every day on the gifts she was bringing into my life that I could be grateful for: her laughter, beauty, sensuality, playfulness, companionship, and so … much … more.

Sadly, I often found it nearly impossible to embrace – or even see – what was so wildly wonderful about her.

I was too focused on the anger, insecurities, demands, and other aspects of her strong personality that grated on me. The more I focused on her worst, the more I saw of it, and the more I mirrored it back to her by offering my own worst behaviour. Naturally, this only magnified the strain on our relationship … which still made me choose her even less.

Thus did our nasty death spiral play itself out over five years.

She fought hard to make me choose her. That’s a fool’s task. You can’t make someone choose you, even when they might love you.

To be fair, she didn’t fully choose me, either. The rage-fueled invective she often hurled at me was evidence enough of that.

I realise now, however, that she was often angry because she didn’t feel safe with me. She felt me not choosing her every day, in my words and my actions, and she was afraid I would abandon her.

Actually, I did abandon her.

By not fully choosing her every day for five years, by focusing on what bothered me rather than what I adored about her, I deserted her.

Like a precious fragrant flower I brought proudly into my home but then failed to water, I left her alone in countless ways to wither in the dry hot heat of our intimate relationship.

I’ll never not choose another woman I love again.

It’s torture for everyone.

If you’re in relationship, I invite you to ask yourself this question:

“Why am I choosing my partner today?”

If you can’t find a satisfying answer, dig deeper and find one. It could be as simple as noticing that in your deepest heart’s truth, “I just do.”

If you can’t find it today, ask yourself again tomorrow. We all have disconnected days.

But if too many days go by and you just can’t connect with why you’re choosing your partner, and your relationship is rife with stress, let them go. Create the opening for another human being to show up and see them with fresh eyes and a yearning heart that will enthusiastically choose them every day.

Your loved one deserves to be enthusiastically chosen. Every day.

You do, too.

Choose wisely. 

"Choose Her Every Day (Or Leave Her)" by Brian Reeves

https://bryanreeves.com/choose-her-everyday-or-leave-her

Inspiration

Compilations of quotes by Mufti Menk. 

Read on cause it might hit you right on the spot. 

Daily Doses:

You'll be disappointed again & again. There's a hidden blessing in this; in being rejected & betrayed. The lesson is: rely on the Almighty.

Almighty! Help us remain steadfast & to never turn our backs on You. May we never lose hope in Your Mercy; without YOU, we're nothing.

Never count the sins of others, expose them or talk about them. That does not make you pious. Remember we sin. All of us. Repent often.

There'll be days when you feel you can't carry on. Broken dreams & hurt by loved ones. But carry on you must. Don't lose hope. Trust HIM.

Know that at times you don't have to say anything to get your message across. Silence can be more powerful than having the final say.

Be positive, be patient - the surest way to get through your problems. It's not easy but you'll  receive endless amount of blessings.

The Almighty knows.

The words you can't utter but keep in your heart.

The pain & sorrow hidden.

Never doubt that HIS help is on the way.

Even in your darkest moments, don't despair. Be patient & you'll emerge stronger. Relief & ease come after hardship. Never forget that.

Many ask how can patience be beautiful? It's tiring, painful, saps your energy. But it's beautiful simply because you trust the Almighty fully!

It's easy to feel alone when times are really tough. You can't seem to share your sorrow. But know that no matter where you are, the Almighty knows.

Never give in to sadness. It won't last forever. The broken pieces of life will fit itself into a puzzle once again. Have faith. Have hope.

November Rain

Its November!

My month...

Everytime november comes, i will always remember this song. Truly classic but still rockin on!

November Rain by Guns & Roses. 

When I look into your eyes

I can see a love restrained

But darlin' when I hold you

Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

And we both know hearts can change

And it's hard to hold a candle

In the cold November rain

We've been through this

Such a long long time

Just tryin' to kill the pain

Yeahh..

But lovers always come

And lovers always go

And no one's really sure

Who's lettin' go today

Walking away

If we could take the time

To lay it on the line

I could rest my head

Just knowin' that you were mine

All mine

So if you want to love me

Then darlin' don't refrain

Or I'll just end up walkin'

In the cold November rain

Do you need some time

On your own

Do you need some time

All alone

Everybody needs some time

On their own

Don't you know you need some time

All alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart

When even friends seem out to harm you

But if you could heal a broken heart

Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time

On my own

Sometimes I need some time

All alone

Everybody needs some time

On their own

Don't you know you need some time

All alone

And when your fears subside

And shadows still remain

I know that you can love me

When there's no one left to blame

So never mind the darkness

We still can find a way

'Cause nothin' lasts forever

Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you

Need somebody

Don't ya think that you

Need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you

Need somebody

Don't ya think that you

Need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you

Need somebody

Don't ya think that you

Need someone

Everybody needs somebody

You're not the only one

You're not the only one

Don't ya think that you

Need somebody

Don't ya think that you

Need someone

Everybody needs somebody

When Calamity Strike

Open and read the Quran. 

Ada 1001 penawar untuk semua penyakit. 

Dan janganlah kamu merasa lemah (dalam perjuangan mempertahan dan menegakkan Islam), dan janganlah kamu berdukacita (terhadap apa yang akan menimpa kamu), padahal kamulah orang-orang yang tertinggi (mengatasi musuh dengan mencapai kemenangan) jika kamu orang-orang yang (sungguh-sungguh) beriman. 3:139

One of the Greatest Jihad.

Today, the form of jihad we have to fight is Jihad Al-nafs. 

Its jihad against one's self.

The battle with your own soul. 

To fight the evil within yourself. 

Our nafs is something we have to strive against continuosly. 

Never ending. 

Never give up. 

BerDoa Senjata Kita

Copy paste dari blog karyaanakku.blogspot.com.my

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, Tuhan Yang Maha Memberi....berikanlah dan jadikan Aku daripada kalangan sedikit.... kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang bersyukur.....sedikit sekali manusia yang bersabar......kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang boleh melihat dengan mata hati....kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang bersyukur.........kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang boleh bermuhasabah.......kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang bisa mengingatiMU di mana sahaja mereka berada, dimana sahaja kedudukan mereka, dimana sahaja dilimpahi musibah.....kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang sanggup berkorban kerana CINTA kepadaMU.....kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang adanya sifat REDA......kerana sedikit sekali manusia yang memiliki sifat ikhlas.......kurniailah CINTAMU itu kepadaku supaya aku hanya MENCINTAIMU ........semoga aku menjadi dikalangan yang sedikit itu..........kerana teramat sedikit sekali golongan yang masuk syurga......maka jadiklah aku dikalangan yang SEDIKIT malah aku menjadi takut untuk menjadi dikalangan mereka yang banyak........amin ya Rabba Aa lamin, lindungi aku dari berbolak-balik hatinya".....

" yA Allah yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang....Aku bermohon kepadaMu....jauhilah aku daripada tergolong daripada kalangan yang banyak.....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang tidak bersyukur.....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang tidak sabar apabila diduga......kerana banyak sekali manusia tidak ikhlas......kerana banyak sekali manusia yang bermuka-muka....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang tidak penyayang......kerana banyak sekali manusia yang bakhil apabila berharta.....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang kufur nikmat......kerana banyak sekali manusia yang sombong diri bila berpangkat atau berharta......kerana banyak sekali manusia yang megah diri....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang suka mengadu domba.....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang lalai daripada mengingatiMU sedangkan KAUlah pemberi nikmat dan rezeki.......banyak sekali manusia yang rasa hebat......kerana banyak sekali manusia yang penipu.....kerana banyak sekali manusia yang mengkhianati orang lain demi kepentingan dirinya.........kerana banyak sekali manusia yang mengejar dunia lebih daripada mengejar akhirat ........kerana banyak sekali manusia yang masuk ke neraka........kerana lupa tujuan mereka dilahirkan ke dunia.....maka dengan itu Ya Maha Memberi, Berikan Aku dengan Sifat Maha Pemurah dan Penyayangmu jauhi aku termasuk di kalangan mereka yang banyak....amin ya Rabba Aa Lamin"

Device Removed - Photography

This is a very interesting piece. Its happening around us. 

From BoredPanda:

American photographer Eric Pickersgill removed the smartphones and digital devices from his portraits of everyday life. The project “Removed” aims to show our addiction to technology and hyper-connectivity, and Pickersgill knows that he’s also amongst the addicted.

The photographer was inspired by a chance encounter in a New York cafe. “Family sitting next to me at Illium café in Troy, NY is so disconnected from one another,” Pickersgill writes in his notes from that day. “Not much talking. Father and two daughters have their own phones out. Mom doesn’t have one or chooses to leave it put away. She stares out the window, sad and alone in the company of her closest family. Dad looks up every so often to announce some obscure piece of info he found online.”

He achieved the surreal effect in his photos by asking strangers and friends to remain in position, removing their cellphones, and then taking the shot.

The project inspiration came from a chance encounter in a NYC cafe

“Family sitting next to me at Illium café in Troy, NY [was] so disconnected from one another”

“Not much talking. Father and two daughters have their own phones out”

“Mom doesn’t have one or chooses to leave it put away”

“She stares out the window, sad and alone in the company of her closest family”

“Dad looks up every so often to announce some obscure piece of info he found online”

“Despite the obvious benefits that these advances in technology have contributed to society, the social and physical implications are slowly revealing themselves

“In similar ways that photography transformed the lived experience into the photographable, performable, and reproducible experience..."

“…personal devices are shifting behaviors while simultaneously blending into the landscape by taking form as being one with the body”

 “This phantom limb is used as a way of signaling busyness and unapproachability to strangers while existing as an addictive force that promotes the splitting of attention between those who are physically with you and those who are not”

Heart

Ever come across this phrase:

"ALLAH holds your heart"

Indeed, ALLAH is in total control of our hearts. No one holds the key to your heart except ALLAH.

Yet many misunderstood this phrase. 

The believer is guided by ALLAH. So that the heart would be closer to HIM. 

As for the disbeliever, ALLAH will pull his heart away from Faith. 

That is how ALLAH holds our hearts. 

If you fell in love with a person, you cannot claim that ALLAH has turn or control your heart to love that person. 

There are two different meaning between Love and Lust. 

Here is where most people are astray. 

What is Haram is Halal to them. 

You can fell in love with a person for ALLAH's sake. 

But forbidden love are triggered by lust. 

Yet they claim is ALLAH doing. 

Is ALLAH to be blame that you have committed a sin?!?

I seek forgiveness in ALLAH! If i were ever thought of that. 

We commit sin when we choose to go against our will, our believes, our faith, our iman. Our heart will scream in agony that its not the right choice. Ant yet we follow our lust. 

We have simply trade our iman for lust offered by dunya. 

Oh ALLAH, the One who turns the heart, turn my heart towards your obediance. 

Amin...

" How wonderful is the case of the believer. There is good for them in everything and this applies only to a believer. If prosperities (good thing) attends him, he expresses gratitude (grateful) to Allah and that is good for him. And if adversity (bad thing) befalls him, he endures it patiently and that is better for him." - Riwayat Muslim.

Step UP or Step OUT

In a situation when people are not pleased with your life. 

For no particular reason. 

You didnt even care bout their life and what they do. 

Mental i tell you. 

They will say nasty things. Mostly on social media. 

Why ramble in random?

Face up and slam bang. Point-blank. 

So what do you usually do when you encounter these kind of people? 

The best action - Keep At Peace

Why iPhone?

This is not going to be technical. 

There's a commotion going on about iphone and samsung handphone. Which is better? Value for money? Bla bla bla

Apart from its design and user friendly- nest, iphone offers more. Ease of technology in communication. Its simple not complex. Everything has been set and programed for its user. 

Yeah, some people will say that they need to configure their handphone according to their preferences. Well, i say if you an Open Source kinda person, you will find other platform besides IOS more...so-called...in power. Krik krik

Back to iPhone. Notice that it is called iPHONE. PHONE means a device used to communicate. So that's what Apple founder, Steve Jobs, had in mind. He wanted to create a device for human to communicate. And not consumed by it. 

I had this discussion with my husband over breakfast. He has an engineering background (very technical). As for me, an analytical person. Though i was once in the engineering field. 

He showed me a video of a dude doing some random experiments on iPhone and Samsung Note. Ok, i have my doubt on the results. For example, dropping the handphone to the ground simultaneously. The geound surface is not the same. Some are smooth. Some are jaggered. On that point, i dont think that experiment is up to standard. Those guys in MythBuster would never approve their experiments. Haha. 

iPhone is designed to minimize technology-dependency. With its simplicity, a person can easily access the handphone, tap here and there. And continue watching football with friends, play with children, enjoy the beach serenity, take a hike, bake cheesecake, enjoy a good book, dancing in the rain, picnic with family and friends....and the list continues. 

iPhone says take joy in life while you can. 

P/S: dont debate with your wife, she will come out with concrete evidence. Hihi. 

Pretty Girls

Interesting article i scoop from Diana Amir's Facebook. Read on...

Guys find girls pretty. It’s no secret.

They will find you pretty, they will find your friend pretty, they will find their friends girl pretty, they will find their sisters friends pretty, their neighbour pretty. All average guys are like that, They find pretty girls pretty. Period.

They will like your selfie + other girls too + day dream about celebrities. They are just wired that way. If Guys are smart, you need to be smarter. Average people are passion/desire centric, extra ordinary people are Allah centric.

If you want to dress up in a certain way for them, you’re at loss. Because, they will always be looking everywhere nomatter how good looking you may be. Looking at you while noticing other girls even if they’re “committed” to you.

If your self esteem thrives on attention from the opposite gender then be prepared to be an insecure person your entire life. You’ll be running from person to person inorder to feel better about yourself. Islam empowers you. If Allah finds you obedient you don’t need anyone to call you beautiful.

If your worth is with Allah it will reflect in the way you carry yourself. There are many beautiful women in the world. It’s a never ending list. So many beautiful faces around, what makes you different? What should make you stand out?

Your commitment to Allah. 20 years from now for young girls that’s all that will matter. Your legacy is not in your beauty but the way you impart Islam to your children & the positive effect you bring into people’s lives.

A thousand guys can find you pretty but if Allah finds you disobedient, your at loss. Men can’t really give you anything.

Pleasing human beings is a time consuming & soul consuming task but pleasing Allah is easy & fulfilling. 
Think of pleasing Allah. Have a big goal,Be a woman of Jannah. The average shouldnt excite an extra ordinary girl.

It’s okay to have slipped but you need to stand up straight, you may have slipped into mud once but dont try to swim there. Ours is a religion of coming back to Allah.

Also, not all men are like that. Men who fear Allah & apply knowledge of the deen aren’t like that. They are good men. But that’s rare, so be wise. “Good men are for good women”

By: islamicthinking

The Aftermath

Ever wish for something to happen. 

Then your wish came true. 

Your prayers was answered by The Almighty. 

You were about to endure the victory. 

Triumph. 

But...

You feel there's some missing pieces. 

Its like guilt. 

You know something is not right. 

But this is what you've wanted. 

Why the feeling of incomplete. 

This is where we must trust Allah's plan. 

He knows what is best for us.

Just be careful what you wish for. 

Empty. 

On Being Famous On Media Social

Wisely said. 

Digest it. 

#Repost @fynnjamal

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semua ini ilusi.

semua.

fame. power. pride. follower.

semua.

dan macammana kita boleh rasa caught up dengan this illusion of kemegahan dalam monopoly--

begitulah sensasinya perasaan ini dalam realiti konon2 ini.

it is good to have exposure. macam2 kau boleh buat. ajak kebaikan. amal maaruf. tolong orang.

imagine no one knows you. hendak memanjangkan jariah pun tak berapa luas jangkau cekaunya. silap2 orang ikat tangan kita, jahit mulut kita. bukan xboleh buat, tapi sesuatu yang tak ada kredibiliti itu kan membagi paranoia semata.

tapi getting exposed dan looking for fame adalah dua perkara yang sangat berbeza.

di zaman ini, senang nak jadi famous.

ambik camera, shoot video tekap seterika panas kat pipi, upload dengan tajuk "cabaran 10 saat seterika" atau "tiada kedut lagi". hahaha.

apa sekali pun,

fame or no fame,

beramai atau berseorang--

ini dunia.

harta, anak, rupa, cinta--

tak ada satu apa pun yang kekal selamanya.

kecuali Dia.

100 Days Challenge

As i was goinhg thru my instagram and i came across a post on #100dayschallenge. Started on 1st of October, the challenge is to achieve your 2015 new year resolutions which you simply forgotten. More like ditching it. 

OR

Set a few goals to improve yourself. Everyday we pray to be a better person than yesterday. It must start with something. 

Here's some example:

- Pray 5 times a day ON TIME

- Perform Tahajjud everynight

- Perform Dhuha every morning 

- Wake up at 5am

- Lose Weight

- Eat Clean

And the list goes on...

Yes, in less than 3 months, it will be 2016. To achive this, change your mindset - mindshift. Its the most powerful thing. 

Do it now. 

Its never too late to start. You are not too old to change. 

Financial Plan Made Simple

Here's some tips. 

When we are facing an economy crisis. 

Domestically. 

Must act fast. Now. 

I thought of selling Nasi Lemak RM1 for a start. 

#Repost @carlsamsudin with @repostapp.


You ada RM60 now? saya bagi option ini.

Financial plan - option

1st. Build a small business. Contoh kita jual kerepek. Modal hanya rm50 (kerepek beli kilo) + rm10 (plastic packaging). Bungkus kecil-kecil and jual. InsyaAllah dengan usaha yang betul boleh dapat rm100. Then you 'reinvest your profit' dengan rm100 tu ulang sekali lagi boleh dapat rm200. Ulang-ulang lagi boleh jadi contoh rm5k. Teruskan business kerepek. Dari rm5k asingkan rm1k untuk buat business ke 2.

2nd. Rm1k dari business kerepek kita buat business yang pesat sekarang contoh busana muslimah. Kita buat jubah and kalau contoh 1 jubah cost rm100 kita jual rm200. So dalam rm1k kita boleh buat 10 jubah and dapat jualan rm2k. By 'reinvest your profit', ulang-ulang lagi boleh dapat rm100k macam tu .

3rd. Investment. Duit lebihan business 1 + business 2 kita invest ke peniaga yang tiada duit nak buat business. Paling best invest pada perniaga baru yang berpotensi sebab perniaga baru akan lebih memerlukan investor dan bersemangat. Investment ni you just labur duit and monitor je. Hujung bulan dapat duit .

4th. Duit dari business investment tu buat business komodoti yang tahan lama. Macam makanan, ternakan atau minyak. Business macam ni kekal lama sebab orang akan gunakan komoditi ni sampai mati .

5th. Dari sini mulakan simpanan. You jangan risau buat simpanan agak lambat sebab you takda loan, so you takda hutang. Plus business ni adalah business yang you start dari modal rm60 jee. So dont worry. The best simpanan is emas dan perak. Jangan sesekali simpanan dengan wang ringgit sebab wang ringgit jatuh nilai minit demi minit sebab our bank print money every minit. Dont simpan duit. Simpan emas and perak .

6th. Finally barulah you reward yourself dengan beli rumah cash, kereta cash or apa apa je lah nak. Siapa kata tak boleh beli cash? Boleh kan. Nak beli ferrari cash pon boleh kalau ada plan dan usaha yang betol .

On Being A Better Person Everyday

This is from Fynn Jamal

Her words truly hits me

Hard

Read On 

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#sehariseinci

i grew up thinking sexy is beautiful.

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lagi banyak kulit peha, lagi luas nampak tulang leher, lagi jarang baju dipakai, lagi jelas susuk figura-- lagi dimahukan.

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aku fikir wajah yg sempurna didandan, pakaian yg rapi di badan-- semua itu akan menjadikan aku lebih dimimpikan.

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tebuk jasad sana-sini. lidah bibir perut semua berbesi. nasib baik tattoo tak sah solat-- kalau tak, aku buat sekali.

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aku bukan jahil. aku cuma bodoh. aku hidup terlalu memikirkan apakah aku ini dikehendakkan. terlalu risau kalau aku ini sekadar bunga plastik yg selalu dilepaspandangkan.

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aku begitu risau tidak dipeduli. sungguh runsing tidak diperasan manusia duniawi. aku terlalu terdesak-- aku biar akal dan tubuh aku berkeladak dgn ideologi2 rosak.

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aku sanggup buat benda aku benci demi memuaskan manusia yang aku tak pun suka-- yang mana bukannya benar2 terima aku pun pada asalnya.

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i wanted to fit in.

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the easiest way to be accepted was by being popular. beautiful people are popular. desirable people are popular. hip people are popular. you have to have something to offer-- so you can be popular.

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i never wanted to be popular. i just wanted to belong. anywhere.

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haih ya الله, kalaulah kau izinkan aku kembali pada aku yg dulu-- aku pasti akan menampar-keluar kebodohan aku yang itu.

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"jangan jadi buta", itu akan aku cakap.

"jangan jadi bangang".

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some people see me today as letting go of myself. selekeh dan tidak hip. terabai. serabai. bila ditanya kenapa-- aku tak tau nak jawab bermula dari mana. entah.

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tapi i am a lot freer, and i have total control of my body and my mind. no one can dictates me what to do, how to think, when to speak. no one.

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aku belajar yang perhargaan TIDAK datang dari anggukan manusia sekeliling-- tapi pada kemampuan aku untuk senyum pada diri sendiri.

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i stopped disrespecting myself with this expectation to be perfect. sebab perfection adalah khayalan yang dijual pedagang2.

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BELI itu ini, PAKAI itu ini--

BARU orang nak dekat kita.

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siapa kata?

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pakai cantik-- abg sayang. badan sado-- isteri suka. baju mahal-- orang pandang. kereta besar-- kawan terima.

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tak semestinya.

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define your own happiness.

choose to be happy.

on your term.

Its Been A While

Wow, i havent been blogging since January 2013. That's nearly 3 years to date. 

Actually when i lost my iphone (someone stole it 😔), my interest to blog just fades. Well, reason je kan. Hihi

So, with hope, i will continue blogging (more like blabbering) journey. I will just post something in random. Something that catches my attention.